My Poem about love, heartache and betrayal

from the moment I experienced pain,
from the moment I experienced suffering,
it lingered inside and never depart,
it's never easy and its killing me silently.
I tried to cry to ease the pain inside,
in the thought that tears sweep away ills,
lonesomeness and emptiness persist,
to dwell in my spirit.
until I discerned scribbling my pen,
revealing my emotions,
in an unusual tone.
This makes me anxious,
that others won't see it's worth.
but this is my choice,
to chase mode.
and every time I cease,
I'm filled with unexplained mirth.
writing is a state of art,
that glee and pleases my heart.

-aslEonalliveS-