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Rag Doll

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“They say the mind is a beautiful thing, but it’s not. It is the most evil thing in the universe, as it can create and manipulate anything it wants.” 

Sexual Abuse ~ Bulimia ~ Suicidal Thoughts 

All lead to a broken girl, who truly believed she was nothing. Enduring sexual abuse does not define the person that Jennifer is, but it has given her a passion to fight hard to become more in this life. 

Read her encounter, and how it has affected all aspects of her life. Gain an inside look at how she has dealt with her abuse, and managed to become a survivor, rather than a victim. 

“Those lust-filled eyes that had caused so much pain, and that had quickly turned into anger to intimidate me into silence.” 


“These are things I will never forget. “All Rights Reserved

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