My Love Left Behind
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Last published Fri, Nov 13, 2015
I held my breath, then laughed..
Convincing myself
That maybe we were soulmates
In another life.
**
"Thea, How could you ever think that I'd love you?" He chuckled, running his hand through his brown hair.
Spending 3 years with him, I knew this was a sign when he was nervous or lying. But my heart really wanted to believe he was lying.
"You?.. Gosh, you were so easy." He pointed his index finger towards my face.
I tried blinking away my tears. I can not cry. I can not show him how weak I really am. As I turned my back towards him, closing my eyes, the tears fell down on its own accord.
"Me? and easy? Y-you said I w-was all you needed." My voice low but audible enough for him to only hear. I didn't want anyone on the sports field to notice my break down. As I wiped my tears as quickly as I could, I turned to look at him.
His head lowered, looking to the ground.
"And you believed me?" He asked.
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