The last letter (Louis Tomlinson FF) [ENGLISH TRANSLATION!] {ON HOLD}

As I got this letter I didn't know, that it would help me to understand. To understand, why she left me. And also the people I used to meet helped me. They were the last people by her side and I know her reason for left, now. I wasn't sore, quite the opposite. I would miss and love her for the rest of my life.

Eleanor died whilst Louis was on tour. He heard it not before he came back and didn't know the reason for her dead. But he heard it by a letter. A last letter by Eleanor only for Louis. But this letter was longer than he thought and was given him by different people. Can these people and this letter help him to understand, why Eleanor did that all?