After his father left; taking his older brother with him, Emil was subjected to abuse by his mother for the next ten years; it resulted in cutting and continuous thoughts of suicide. After an extremely bad incident and ending up in hospital, Emil moves to Hetalia high where his life takes a turn for the better. Who is this Dark haired boy who seems to have taken a liking to our anti-social protagonist? Will he ever be reunited with his long lost brother? Will he ever escape the pain of his past? Find out the answers in this HongIce story. WARNING:- If you are not okay with Suicide, abuse or self-harm topics them please do not read this, also if you are not a fan of Yaoi (boyxboy) romances. DISCLAIMER:- The characters do not belong to me, the only thing that does is the plot.