the nobody with secrets

the nobody with secrets

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MatureComplete Thu, May 2, 2019<5 mins

depressing dramatic nobody painful supernatural

Every day I Feel Pain.... Pathetic Angry Insecure Nothing but everyday, I tell people "Im Fine"... Falling Insecure Not good enough Empty

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