Lose Myself
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  • Reads 2,231,731
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  • Parts 68
  • Time 11h 36m
idahwrites
Complete, First published Oct 21, 2015
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WAS #2 in Romance.
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    He's got a secret, she's got a secret. But is it the same secret?
        Amara Ackerman is an interior designer who just wants to live her life, she doesn't want to get married and she doesn't need a boyfriend. To her it's just better if everyone kept their distance, pulling people in was never her style.
        Dominic Vitiello is just the average rich, handsome guy with tons of connections and plenty of places to be. When he takes the time out to persue her, he discovers something unexpected and it's far from disappointing. 
        The two cross paths in the most convinient way, how does their relationship go from being strictly work to strictly personal? Neither of them can say, but I can say it's a pretty interesting story.
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