Save Me

Don't you ever have that feeling you just want to disappear from everything? Just away from it all, so you don't have to feel bad every second. So you don't have the feeling you're bothering the people around you; they wouldn't miss you anyway. To them you're just a person standing in the way that needs to get rid of. Or, that's how you feel it. You don't know what it feels like to be loved. Or the fact that is even possible to be loved. You've felt it once though, when you were younger. Your parents made you feel, and still do so, like you're perfect just the way you are. But sometimes, what your parents think about you, just isn't enough. Sometimes you just need someone to tell you it's going to be alright. To tell you all those things your parents told you, but not because you're related to them like family, no, just because they love you for who you are. And sometimes that person comes at the right time. And sometimes not. What if the thing you needed the most has been there all the time?

My name's Melissa Jones and I've felt it all; the pain, the heartbreak, the feeling of being worthless , the help that never came, and the love that saved my life. And I'm sickening done with it.