With or Without you. (A Larry Fanfiction.)
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We accept the love we think we deserve.
Some people think they are that worthless that they will settle for abusive love. They attract the people that treat them how they think they deserve to be treated. And if you think you're a good person, you will settle for much less than you really do deserve.
Harry Styles is one of them. He finds himself oh so often scattered in bruises, finds himself in a relationship with a man that treats him so badly he sometimes passes out. But in his mind, he deserves this.
Until one rainy day in London he meets Louis in a small book shop,
Louis with that blue eyes that shine like they have their own sun in them,
Louis with his feathery brown hair that looks so soft,
Louis with his laugh that fills Harry with a warmth he never felt.
With a giggle that brightens his day.
''But one day you're going to find someone who will give you everything you deserve, and more.''
Will Louis be that someone for Harry?
Warnings:
This Fanfiction will deal with depression, anxiety and abuse. If someone can't handle it then you shouldn't read it x thank you all for commenting, voting and reading
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