Moments (1D FanFic)
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Don't wanna be reminded, don't wanna be seen....
I was going to act as normal as I possibly could, and no one was going to know.
And the tears streamed down my face....
I wasn't going to cry anymore. I was going to take it and face it and I would win. No way was this killing me.
I'll find the words to say....
I couldn't tell anyone. If I did they would treat me different, and I didn't want that. I wanted to be normal for the next year....because that's all I have left.
Heart beats harder....
I was so scared. You have no idea what it's like to have this, to be like this. And if you do, and your still here, then bless you, I hope I can be just like you in the end of it all.
My judgements clouded....
I've made some terrible mistakes in my high school experience, and I don't want to leave this world remembered as the slut, or easy, or even sometimes as the geek. I want to be known for who I really am, and not what my friends what me to be.
If we could only have this life for one more day.... If we could only turn back time....
Before you leave me today....
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