Empty Wonder
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Last published Fri, Oct 23, 2015
Have you ever wondered whats its like to not know the feeling of love, to be lost in your own skin, to not know who you are?
Well.... thats me Ginger Mae. Sure I have a name but thats just so you can identify me ya know like how scientists do when they find new species, nevermind... I am a strange, quirky, nerdy girl. Yup. Thats me, I think. At least thats what people think of me. I have two "friends" Kaitlyn and Anna. They're nice and all but I feel like no one really excepts me. I have a nice family, a nice school, and nice friends. Yet there is an emptiness inside me I can't fill. I dont know if will ever be filled... It really brings me down some days. Theres just never any motivation.
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