Nicole
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"Sometimes when you intensely dislike a person, you just have to take comfort in the fact that one day, they will be dead" - Dan Howell
This is true. All of it. This is a form of diary for my to record what I want and to forget what I want. I hope that you understand that I am real and so are you, and so is my life. Please don't give up on me or yourself. Greatness will happen.
- Nicole
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