"Not Everyone Is A Winner" Poetry Collection
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Last published Tue, Nov 3, 2015
This is my third book of poetry published on Wattpad. In this book I intend to delve deeper into my personal struggle with addiction and the consequences that ensued as it evolved. As always, a big shout out to my supportive family, without whom I probably would not still be alive today. I love you all so much.
This book has a special dedication to someone who I have been close with my entire life and someone who saw me through my addiction from one side to the other.
This book is dedicated to Joseph Sircy, my brother.
Thank you to Joe; my partner in crime; my friend; my family for life; for always standing by my side, for looking out for me and taking me under your wing since I was born. You have been an amazing ally in my life and I don't ever want to know what it would be like to exist here without you. Thank you for supporting and reading my writing, it always means the world to me. This book is dedicated to you, but don't think for a second that I mean you're not a winner, because you are brilliant, man. I know that to be truth. You have been an outstanding big brother, and I appreciate it so much more than you'll ever imagine. I love you. I hope you know that and never forget it.
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