My First Fall

Have you ever got that feeling when you just feel like everything is falling apart? I had never felt such a thing in my entire life until i entered my 9th grade year. I was the one who always laughed at everything and never took anything seriously, yet i saw that boy. We never talked but i felt something weird towards him. I guess i was in love for the first time. But they say love is beautiful, in my thoughts it hurts, i feel like i'm dying every time i look at him.