The Survivors Guide to Suicide

Rule #56 Don't Swallow the Pills
Which for me is a really hard thing not to do..

When I turned 14 I started making a list to avoid wanting to end my pathetic life. You see Im not about to tell you some sappy love story, Im talking about something pretty serious that changed my life forever. It made me lose friends, people I loved and trusted with my life just up and left. And of course Im suck with the pain and guilt. My best form of self medication was going all meat carver on my wrists. But dont you dare say i deserved it, dont you dare say I got what I deserved because my rules to survival saved me, not some stupid boy or some silly little best friend, but my rules and this guy who isnt my friend but isnt not my friend.