Self Help
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Suicide. Cutting. Starving. You feel worthless, helpless, guilty. You hate yourself so much.
Nobody wants to hurt this much. I can't fix anybody, I can't really help, but I can sure as hell try. I'm going to try.
This is a guide to self help, self loving, and so many other things. It's cheesy, and it might not help. At the same time, it might.
So please, try. Try to feel better. Try to love yourself. Just try.
(All rights reserved, 2015. It is unlawful to copy or steal this)
(This story IS TRIGGERING. DO NOT READ IF YOU ARE SUBJECT TO SELF HARM IN ANY MANNER)
(Another note, once this is finished, I'll be working on getting it published.)
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