The Risk Of Being Part Of His World

She kept silent
not because she change.
she just seize something
and thought everything from small thing to a great impact to herself

she became someone you don't know, even she.

haven't you asked
if she's OKEY lately?

No.

it took you so long..
she's sparing her apart
she felt down to herself

she's begging, tired of pretending,
and destroying her own self.

You could say she's moody
because you don't know the reason.
it's a test to find out
But it's Okey.

it doesn't matter anymore
she's used to it.

she's turning to a cruel lady?
Yes.
because she had enough.
enough of seeking your attention
enough of being part of you're league

she stop caring.

she stop expecting .

from small nonsense things
She change.
anymore.
all she can think about it
right now is ...
maybe
fitting you're world was not meant for me to stay with you

we're both different.

I'm tired being part of it no more.

if only i could take back time and rejected the risk of loving you at the first place.