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Basically_Buttsecks

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Basically_Buttsecks

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Hey. . . I'm Ali, and I deserve to die. That's actually a pretty morbid start now that I've got it down on paper. . .But it's true. The things I've done, seen, thought. . . no one who's experienced them deserves to live. Especially not me. I'm evil. Simple as that. I'm a mistake. An error. I shouldn't be. Or, that's what I thought. Then the new girl came to town. Naive and innocent looking, I made every attempt to steer clear of Amber Flatts. But, for some reason, God had other plans. 

(NOTE: This book deals with basically every topic possibly offensive, including but not limited to: sex, drug abuse, rape, addiction, violence, depression, self harm, suicide, underage drinking, religious segregation, racism, sexism, lesbian and gay sex (not offensive but if ya don't like it get out).)(CC) Attrib. NonComm. NoDerivs

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Mon, Oct 26, 2015

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