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Breaking Benjamin--Actually, Please Don't (boy x boy)

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Three names.

Three people.

One choice.

* * *

Benjamin Penn is a shy gay teen with a major crush. The boy he can't stop staring at is Alexander Prescott, the school's favorite football player. Straight as an arrow, according to Benjamin. The only one who knows of his secret crush is his best friend Cecile. 

Despite being terrified of his own sexuality, Benjamin is enjoying the way his life is going. Alexander's noticing him, Cecile's being friendly as always, and he's starting to like himself. It's all going uphill.

That is, until Eddie Strage pops back into his life.

Eddie, Benjamin's badass ex-boyfriend, makes his return begging for forgiveness. 

The three stand before Benjamin, all with secrets that the boy has yet to learn. But one question remains...which will he choose? And will it make him...or will it break him?

//this book contains material that some may find offensive or triggering, including vivid references to self-harm, eating disorders, rape, and suicide. Please be aware of this before continuing.\\

-A.N.S.All Rights Reserved

alex alexander ben benjamin benji benny boyxboy bullied cecile eddie gay highschool love romance suicide teenagers teens

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The One and Only Alec | bxb by dvchene

[discontinued] Jake Yazzie spends the vast majority of his days obsessing over musical theater and the football captain Alexander Clyborne. That is, until one very strange day in the bathroom when Alec does something Jake can't quite explain. Something that isn't quite human. - "Jake, you like me, right?" "You're okay, I guess." "You know that isn't what I meant." "Our first interaction was you choking me out." He scowled. "You mean to tell me that you don't like it a little rough?" "Not when I get bruises double the size of my hands." "So, is that a no?" I didn't say anything. Of course I like him. No, not just "like". I've loved him since the seventh grade and he didn't even know I existed until two days ago. I think the worst part is that I couldn't tell if he actually liked me back or if he was just trying to mess with my emotions. "Do you like me, Alec?" I asked. "Yes." - TRIGGER WARNING: Mentions of self harm and suicidal thoughts. Read at your own risk. The story contains mild-ish cursing and suggestive language. However, there are no sexually explicit scenes. This is a boy x boy story. Any hate will be reported and deleted. - If you're friends with me and you see this, no you don't <3 This story is a mess of grammatical errors and changes in tenses. But hey, at least the dialogue is formatted properly. Started: June 4th, 2020 Estimated Completion: 2022 (Kind of a slow, messed up updating schedule) - Cover Artist: Me! (Ella duChene) Special Little Helper: Kio Campos

How To Break A Heartbreaker's Heart?• L.S. • *Completed* by LarryHaveBabies

*COMPLETED* **Warning: It is my first EVER book, it's not at all perfect and is mostly unedited. I'm slowly editing it. Read at your own risk.** Harry is straight. Louis is gay. Also, Harry happens to be homophobic. Louis has a dark past. Harry had a dark childhood. Would Harry and Louis unite and win against their past and move on? Or will homophobia will win again for an umpteenth time? Find out in "How To Break A Heartbreaker's Heart?" ||MATURE CONTENT||

Falling, Fallen (bxb) by eunoiaredamancy

Falling doesn't feel so bad when I know you've fallen this way too. Please check TWs. After Theo got outed to the whole school, he gets paired with Kit for a school project. Kit is the football captain, "nice" popular guy who has lots of options. He's seen as having a 'perfect' life, but of course that can be hidden. His family and him struggle everyday at the hands of his father, but he finds a new friendship in Theo after a long time of trying to push him away. What could go wrong? (Or right?) Enemies to Friends to Lovers :) Drama, Romance etc. Please bear with me I cannot write descriptions to save my life, the book is much better (I hope!!) TWs: Homophobia, Abuse, Violence, Religion

Remembering You by CJ_a_idiot

Sean Owens: a stoic, popular jock that's mostly known for his sporty lifestyle and his good looks at his school. No one -not even his closest friends- know he's gay, but he's never tried to hide it, just never tried to show it either. The one person that he thought he would tell about his sexuality was the same person that made him realize it, but that person stopped talking to him soon after he moved. It had been so long he couldn't even remember what his face looked like. But he didn't matter now, what mattered now to Sean was to get through this last year of highschool, and to get into college. Simple as that, it wasn't like his past crush was going to randomly appear in his school or something. Will Sin-Nombre: a Hispanic, jokester that comes from Catholic family, and had to be homeschooled after a rather serious fight that may have, or may have not earned him a trip to the hospital, and some minor memory loss. He thought he would be homeschooled again this year, but his parents had found him a school that would take him. Usually, Will would ease right into any situation quickly, but this school isn't like the public school he went to before, and he wasn't completely sure what he thought about his rather attractive, yet super familiar looking classmate. (Side note) This is a fanfic of Popularity by Adam Bagdasarian and this story is just a fun idea me and my friends came up with so I'll see if I continue it as it goes. (Also the cover isn't mine)

Melancholic (BxB) by OliverDunham

(This is the edited version of my book Bad Boy Knows My Secret) Jesse's life turns upside down once the football player from his school finds out he's gay. Because of that he has to obey to jock's every command or else his secret will be revealed to everyone. Jesse already had a hard enough life because of his alcoholic father and insensitive mother and this made things even more complicated. Not to mention the fact that he was living in a pretty homophobic environment and for his own safety he had to hide his true identity. Will Jesse be able to overcome this challenge? You'll have to read more to find out. *DISCLAIMER - Story contains themes that some readers may consider disturbing such as suicide, homophobia, violence and more. If you're easily triggered by the things mentioned above this content may not be right for you.

Lure of the Monster by HarmonysLoveHP

Beckham Stanton had it all. A star athlete on the baseball and football field. An honors student. Two seemingly great parents. Supportive best friends. Then, he lost it all. After an incident that caused Beckham to lose both of his parents, he falls into a downward spiral of suicide, alcohol, and drug addiction. He is forced to try to reconcile with the events that led him down this dark path and his way of self-medicating when therapy doesn't work. A stranger on a bus becomes a person who saves his life. His best friend becomes the person who destroys his life. His boyfriend becomes a risk. Everyone in his life becomes changed by Beckham's behavior. His life becomes one obsessed with finding that next high. Beckham's journey leads him to a shocking awakening that forces him to find what is truly important in his life. Drugs or living?

Impress Me Not: The Writer by Saturn_Passion

"This was a bad idea," Benny paced back and forth in the room. "It's not that bad," Will assured him. "Yes, it is!" the man was this close to pulling his hair out. His hands were already tangled into the short tuffs. "They're a horrible match, there's no chance of them getting together, let alone staying together, and - DID THEY JUST KISS?!" * Jasper Copperwright is a prodigy. At 21, he's already looking at inheriting his father's multibillion dollar technology company. His intelligence is highly sought after. And with brains, also comes looks that he was blessed with. Men and women everywhere are willing to throw themselves at this handsome devil. It's a shame that they all get met with heartbreak. While they might be fun for a night or two, none of them are worthy of a commitment. Damien Klein is a 19-year-old college student from Germany. He somehow convinced his strict parents to let him go to school at the University of Amor. Dramatic, stubborn, and not one to bite his tongue, Damien keeps his everyday life private from his parents and family. For all they know, he is just going to school to become an editor. Neither of them would have thought that they would meet up. After all, they're both from two different backgrounds. One was able to get whatever he wanted, and the other had to keep everything about himself hidden. When they do find each other, Jasper can't help but be intrigued by the young man, along with the stories he winds up writing. Stuck up Jasper is only going to get in this sassy blond's pants if he is somehow able to look past his own ego and take things a little slower. This writer knows how to hook someone in, but is he able to keep him at the edge of his seat until the very last page? After all that goes down, does he really want to? * Standalone of the "Impress Me Not" series. Third book, if you want to read them in order. Completed!

It just... happened? (boyxboy) by leaa4500

Before I knew it my shirt was torn away from my torso and tossed on the floor, Charlie's doing the same. Our kiss intensified and I felt him groan against my lips. I swear to god, this boy is making out with me like his life depends on it! And that's when reality punched me in the gut... the words 'this boy' kept running through my head over and over again until it got through the thick fog of vodlka and whatever else was in those stupid drinks. I, Ace Loughty, was kissing a guy. A fucking guy. A fucking straight guy named Charlie Simmons who of course had to be one of the most popular dickheads in Meadow Ridge High. I am so unbelievably fucked. ----- 17 year old Ace Loughty was never one longing to be in the spotlight. In fact, he craved the exact opposite: being left alone. When Ace was 13, the tragic death of his younger sister Eleanor caused him to rapidly gain popularity and pitiful looks. He hated the attention. All of a sudden everyone wanted to be friends with the dead girls brother, they'd promise Ace he would never be alone that they would always be there for him, which he of course knew was untrue, they're all just hungry for attention. Sometime later the school moved onto other drama and gossip, things started to die down and people finally left Ace alone. He moved on with his life, convincing himself he was over Eleanor's death and as quick as the whole thing started, he returned to being lonely, weird, quiet nobody Ace. Just how he liked it. That is until 4 years later when he found himself sprawled out on a bed. With Charlie Simmons hovering over him. Charlie Simmons who was kissing Ace like he would die if he ever dared to stop. Which was all too true. Without kissing Ace, Charlie was as good as dead. *WARNING*: This story will contain themes of severe depression, suicide, abuse and somewhat graphic depiction of self harm. If any of these things may trigger you please rethink reading this story!! Started: January 21st 2020

The grand life of Philip | ✓ by aiyorii

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Count The Stars by sunburststrat

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The One and Only Alec | bxb cover

How To Break A Heartbreaker's Heart?• L.S. • *Completed* cover

Falling, Fallen (bxb) cover

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Lure of the Monster cover

Impress Me Not: The Writer cover

It just... happened? (boyxboy) cover

The grand life of Philip | ✓ cover

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The One and Only Alec | bxb

[discontinued] Jake Yazzie spends the vast majority of his days obsessing over musical theater and the football captain Alexander Clyborne. That is, until one very strange day in the bathroom when Alec does something Jake can't quite explain. Something that isn't quite human. - "Jake, you like me, right?" "You're okay, I guess." "You know that isn't what I meant." "Our first interaction was you choking me out." He scowled. "You mean to tell me that you don't like it a little rough?" "Not when I get bruises double the size of my hands." "So, is that a no?" I didn't say anything. Of course I like him. No, not just "like". I've loved him since the seventh grade and he didn't even know I existed until two days ago. I think the worst part is that I couldn't tell if he actually liked me back or if he was just trying to mess with my emotions. "Do you like me, Alec?" I asked. "Yes." - TRIGGER WARNING: Mentions of self harm and suicidal thoughts. Read at your own risk. The story contains mild-ish cursing and suggestive language. However, there are no sexually explicit scenes. This is a boy x boy story. Any hate will be reported and deleted. - If you're friends with me and you see this, no you don't <3 This story is a mess of grammatical errors and changes in tenses. But hey, at least the dialogue is formatted properly. Started: June 4th, 2020 Estimated Completion: 2022 (Kind of a slow, messed up updating schedule) - Cover Artist: Me! (Ella duChene) Special Little Helper: Kio Campos