One More Try

The word has gotten around about me and I couldn't take it anymore. I am on the verge of an emotional breakdown. I need a change but I am afraid to do something that would hit too close to home. When I think back to that night, I still wonder if I've made the right decision.
The day is as good as done and so am I. I am drained, too exhausted in life. I look at the ceiling and ask God why?
I look at the bottle of sleeping pills and was about to take it when I heard the most amazing sound. I look at the ceiling again, but this time i did not question God. I thank him instead for reminding me of my new purpose in life.