Letters To Ava
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"Dear Ava,
You must be mad at me, right? It’s okay. I completely understand. I’d be mad at me too, if I were in your position. But I’m not. Which makes me even angrier. I’d do anything to trade places with you. Anything. Except maybe forgive myself..."
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When Carter West's fascination dies an untimely death, he's devastated. He wouldn't speak of her, and he would avoid conversations that mention her. He wants to stop thinking about her, too, but he can't control his thoughts. So he mans up and decides to write letters to her, like old times, to help him come to terms with her death.
Will Carter be able do it? Or will he need the help of his other friend, Sarah, to get over it?
A story about losing your first love, and being able to find another one.
>>Guys I know this sounds cliche but I swear to the river Styx it's not. At least, I hope it's not. Just read it! xD<<
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