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Losing Summer Waters

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(So sad. I also gave up because I cried too much.) 

~love, loss, and the struggle of learning how to forgive~

In which,
the only person to understand your pain
caused your pain
&
the only person able to help you heal
is more broken than you

"January 5th, 2015. 

That was the day I lost you. 

It only took 15 minutes for you to be ripped out of my life forever.

And it was all because of him."

....................................................

PART ONE: Losing Summer Waters [COMPLETED] 

What do you do when a piece of your heart is ripped out and placed 6ft underground? What happens when all of your attempts to move on fail? 

According to Clara you go to the one person you hate more than yourself. The one person who might just be more messed up than you are. The one person responsible for this whole mess.

The person who killed your sunshine.


PART TWO: Finding Clara Waters 

When something as permanent as death is your fault, what do you do? How are you supposed to live your life knowing you're responsible for someone's heart being 6ft underground? 

Jase wasn't a bad person. But when you cause something terrible to happen, are you really considered to be good still? 

Forgiveness doesn't come easy.

Especially when it's yourself you need to forgive.


***PART THREE: 

(Started October 27th, 2015)All Rights Reserved

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