Barred (nh au)
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"I was supposed to be the girl with a perfect life. No problems, always happy, always smiling. But they didn't know what it really was. That all of it was a facade. A mask.
I was someone who never felt loved enough, although there were people around me who did love me, or so they said. I didn't know what it was like to really feel loved. It was as if I was barred from it.
Until he came along."
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Started: 1st January, 2016.
Completed: 6th April, 2017.
Highest Rank: #322 in FanFiction. (09.01.2017)
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