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I Was A Girl In The Crowd

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Parts 16
Time 3h 19m

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I never thought that one day, something like this could've happened, but I guess I was completely wrong. 
  If I had only known what was to happen, I could have done things differently. But unfortunately, I didn't. 
   
  I had the possibility to live my Impossible Dream. You know that dream that made you survive your teenage years? Some people would call it stupid, but a lot of teenage girls would understand me. 
   
  If I hadn't been so selfish, I would be with my dream right now. With HIM, the one that changed everything. 
   
  The one that made millions of teenagers believe that ever wanted something, someone would notice how much we deserve something good to happen.  
   
  That day, I knew everything was going to be completely different. I fulfilled my dream, then shattered it into million pieces. It is my mistake that caused all this. 
  The thing is; it was HUGE mistake.All Rights Reserved

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