Death By the Shadow Of a Cat

I go days without leaving this property, because there is nowhere to go. And weeks without speaking to someone outside of my small "family". I used to love being alone, because that was all I knew. I didn't have friends and I didn't know how to make any because I didn't care to make any. But now I have people who care about me, and I them. I want to be with them as much as I can, but I can't here. I never could.