And it hurts
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Last published Sun, Aug 20, 2017
Kelsey Salvens is a girl fresh out of high school on tour with her boyfriend Kyle and his band.She has the world on her shoulders but there's one problem with that.The world might be getting a bit too heavy for her.Kelsey is a victim of self harm and keeps it a secret from everyone except a handful of people she truly trusts.
Kelsey soon finds herself involved with another band members problems.This causes tension in the band and puts her relationship with Kyle on the edge.
By helping others she destroys herself and her relationships.Will she be able to carry the world or will it ruin her?Will someone help the helper?
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*In no way is this book motivating self harm or romanticizing it.Self harm is a serious thing and it should not be joked about or looked down upon*
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