Love since grade one

Since first grade, little nicky had a huge crush on this guy named spencer. In fourth grade, she moved away and her life became difficult. This became a problem and it stuck to her, she began to doubt herself... Feel depressed, unattractive, lonely, invisible and worthless. Once High school came along, nicky and spencer were reunited and things change. What happened? That's for me to know and for you to find out by reading. ;)