Estrangements (Phan AU)
TrxyesSivan
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  • Reads 11,420
  • Votes 1,411
  • Parts 39
  • Time 1h 17m
TrxyesSivan
Ongoing, First published Oct 29, 2015
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noun
1. the fact of being turned away in feeling or affection; made unfriendly or hostile; alienated the affections of.

2. the fact of being removed or kept at a distance.

3. the fact of being diverted from the original use or possessor.

Updates when I remember it exists. Set in the same verse as Attachments (Tronnor), though it's not 100% necessary to read both to understand either.
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