Life, no one said it was going to be easy. But what if you had everything going against you?
This is my story and experiences of struggles with things from the loss of my father to a disfunctional family, to drugs, and a mental illness, to just being a teen. She fights to figure out who she is day by day, will she overcome the weight of the world on her shoulders?
Hello, everyone and anyone who reads my story <3
I haven't really thought out this story yet, i'm more feeling it with my heart. But i'll tell you how this is going to go so you don't get lost. I wrote chapters of how my insane journey has started, now i'm going to be writing about my daily life, moments, and thoughts. I will also create chapters of some of my difficult, crazy past as we go through, and i will most probably be adding a lot of poems in there too! I hope someone could relate and not feel so crazy anymore.
Enjoy :)
Elliot's partner was his whole world, but after Allan's death, his ghost haunts Elliot's dreams. Everyone tells Elliot to move on, but he isn't sure he can.
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It's been a year since the love of Elliot's life, Allan, passed away. Everyone thinks he should have recovered after that much time, but Allan still haunts Elliot every night. He struggles to maintain relationships with his family, and despite a coworkers interest he can't summon up the courage to date. Elliot is living for the past, because to live for the present means he'll have to live with a hole in his heart. But the question Elliot has to face chases him through his monotonous days: is mourning Allan with everything he has truly living?
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