It's a love, hate relationship [One Direction Fan-Fic]

Hey, i'm lydia. i'm 17, i have long, brown hair,i'm skinny but no, not a virgin. My mother died when i was 4. She was shot by her ex boyfriend when he found out that she was having children with another man, not while she was dating him, it was after she broke up with him... My brother Kyle died last year. His friend found him naked in a closet at a party. So now its just me and my dad. But hes so protective over me, he wont let me do anything without him knowing but I've gotten used to hiding things and lying which comes in handy a lot. But him being protective and clingy can be good. Every June he takes me somewhere but the catch is, he doesn't tell me where or when until 2 days before. This trip something happens to them, something life changing. Everything changes because of one signature but was it forced, was she told she had to do it?