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Journal (Boyxboy)

Fallen_Angel0416

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LECTURAS 75
Votos 3
Partes 11
Hora 1h 38m

Fallen_Angel0416

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Have you ever had your own journal? One that you either are required to have or just have to get your thoughts out... I do, and it's for when I go to therapy. It was supposed to help soothe me and give me something to talk of when I visited my therapist.

Coming from me it means a lot of writing of bad things, sometimes the bad things are all I think about and I write in it every day. It would be horrible if someone read it outside the circle of me and my therapist. I trusted her and that was it, no one else was a loud in. Sometimes I thought of someone who I would let read it but he would never pay attention to me, I was a nobody; in his world.Todos los derechos reservados

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The Hybrid's Tale (Complete)

What are you afraid of? Are you afraid of being alone? Afraid of living alone? Or... Are you afraid of being different and judged because of it? Are you afraid of being blamed for a crime you didn't commit? Or... Are you afraid that one day, the person who is supposed to love you will loathe you for things beyond your control? Because for me, this isn't even scary. It's not even painful anymore. It feels like dying over and over again until you become numb. Anyway, welcome to my story.