the truth of self
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Last published Mon, Sep 12, 2016
Eyes lost in the darkness .. No voice .. No whispers .. No one
Alone in the darkness .. looking for a light .. a light lights her destiny
she try to run away but useless , should she ask for help ?
should she scream as loud as she can ? .. useless
a heart full of agony .. full of darkness .. trapped by burning feelings .. tears are falling down ..
why ? how ? no one knows .. just a self relieve in hopeless moment
God where's the way ?? God where's the destiny ??
In the morning with a fake smile .. and a confident look .. she starts everyday story .. again ,
everyone sees her smiling .. happy .. has passion .. but they don't see behind her mask
she's hiding herself .. her pain .. her screaming ,
everyday passes along with her dreams her perfect dreams being destroyed by herself
she builds the hopes every morning but in the night she breaks 'em .. that's the way she lives
maybe she's insane or stupid or maybe she's just trying to survive another day .. she has no choice ,
it's her imagination what makes her special .. what helps her to find herself .. what makes her happy just for few moments
without Reproach .. without penalty .. without blame or anger moments
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