Be My Shine
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YuanFen
What we have is just now. As long as she loves me. As long as she wants to be with me. As long as there is 'we'. I love her! But the rainbow is not just a blend of vibrant and bright colors. It doesn't even stay for a long period of time-- just enough for us to see and in a fleet of time is gone, leaving us wondering if it's real. A rainbow doesn't have black and white. It wasn't just like that. Same as love. Same as us. There were times that i want to give her up. Not because my love did fade, rather, my love is too much. Too much that letting her go is the only option left for her to choose me without hesitation, without guilt, freed of lies. I want her to grow, to weigh things as it is. I want her to make me feel that being with me is her choice. I want her to realize that i am hers and that she have to surrender herself to me as well. I want her to love me because that is the way she feels and not because it was the safest way. Being with her is paradise. It was a mixture of colored pastel. It was too vibrant to explain. But at a sudden twist of downs and ups, we are shaking. Loving her has become my weakness. The weakening thought of losing her when I fuck up is too much to run me insane. I'm overreacting perhaps. But being with her, means walking in a narrow-road of heaven. There's no security, no assurance. One wrong move, and I'll be slipping away. Just in the never ending pain of darkness, of solitude, of self-struggle. Loving her has become my addiction. I couldn't get enough of it. But so they say, what's too much can cause harm. Maybe I'm loving her too much that she finds it hard to breathe when i'm around. But yes, it is just a wishful thinking; things that I'll surely not going to say to her because i will never ever earn the courage to say so. We are just nothing but a 'fateful coincidence.'
The richgirl's playmate
Why am I feeling this? This is all for money. Money that I thought that will save me from my heavy nightmares. But I just found myself laying next to her. Lying to myself. I found an Angel , but what if i am the d3vil that will drag her to my h3ll like world? The moment I laid my eyes on her. I am captivated. But should I feel this way? I am nothing to her. I am not a lover. I am not even a friend. But something shot my heart. Not using an arrow. But it feels like a bomb. I am just her playmate. Out of money , and out of contract. Secret , Li3s and B3trayals. Can i survive to this game? She's the game that i'm willing to play. No matter if win or loose. " So , are you willing to play my game?" she smirked. I am the rich girl's playmate.Complete
living with my ex ; s.yh
what if one day you wake up seeing your ex in your bedroom? Knowing that he's your sister's new boyfriend and the three of you are going to live together in one roof? clueless about your past, your sister and your ex continues with their relationship. Could the both of you possibly get back together, or will just bring trouble to your relationshop with your sister? - Living With My Ex PurpleFrostsComplete
Tomorrow (Completed) (Published under PIP)
If you are giving a chance to go back to the past, would you take it to teach your younger self a lesson or just watch him to feel what you felt. Even it could took of someone else's life...Complete![Our Ending [OUR SERIES #1]](https://img.wattpad.com/cover/305498945-256-k674413.jpg)
Our Ending [OUR SERIES #1]
She had done something unforgivable. Put me in danger many times, almost ruined my dreams, made me believe that love exists between us but it was all a lie. A lie brought by her desperation for love that was once taken from her. And I don't want to sugarcoat her mistakes. She had done damage to me to the point that I felt like I was a compensation for all the pain she experienced in her past. She's taking it all on me. She became wicked and I couldn't recognize her. But then... maybe we're brought together so I could show her hope. That kindness and love isn't always linked on what is over. That she could move forward, forgive herself and make her realized that she doesn't always have to get back to the past to be love in the present. The past was only there to remind us of the road we took and not to torment us. Is it worth it though? Does she deserve my forgiveness after wrecking me? Does she deserve my love after all? Status: Completed. Date started: March 23, 2022 Date finished: August 26, 2022 SkyyryuComplete
The Frozen Heart
It was a painful past for Shine, a painful past that changed her. Afraid of trusting any one, and most of all, afraid to fall in love. College life is as easy as her daily task not knowing a late bloomer like her will eventually bloom this time when this easy-go-lucky Raphe tries to thaw her frozen heart. Will he succeed? or she will shut her heart frozen forever, afraid that falling in love might cause her pain more painful that before? Will it become a perfect love story? Or it is just another love tend to be hopeless and doomed to be FROZEN??Complete
What we have is just now. As long as she loves me. As long as she wants to be with me. As long as there is 'we'. I love her! But the rainbow is not just a blend of vibrant and bright colors. It doesn't even stay for a long period of time-- just enough for us to see and in a fleet of time is gone, leaving us wondering if it's real. A rainbow doesn't have black and white. It wasn't just like that. Same as love. Same as us. There were times that i want to give her up. Not because my love did fade, rather, my love is too much. Too much that letting her go is the only option left for her to choose me without hesitation, without guilt, freed of lies. I want her to grow, to weigh things as it is. I want her to make me feel that being with me is her choice. I want her to realize that i am hers and that she have to surrender herself to me as well. I want her to love me because that is the way she feels and not because it was the safest way. Being with her is paradise. It was a mixture of colored pastel. It was too vibrant to explain. But at a sudden twist of downs and ups, we are shaking. Loving her has become my weakness. The weakening thought of losing her when I fuck up is too much to run me insane. I'm overreacting perhaps. But being with her, means walking in a narrow-road of heaven. There's no security, no assurance. One wrong move, and I'll be slipping away. Just in the never ending pain of darkness, of solitude, of self-struggle. Loving her has become my addiction. I couldn't get enough of it. But so they say, what's too much can cause harm. Maybe I'm loving her too much that she finds it hard to breathe when i'm around. But yes, it is just a wishful thinking; things that I'll surely not going to say to her because i will never ever earn the courage to say so. We are just nothing but a 'fateful coincidence.'
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