Need to go Deeper
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This is a book based around my personal life and although there are somethings in this book which I haven’t gone through yet, I have almost gotten to that stage. I am seeing a psychologist for all of these problems so I am hopefully going to get out of this hell of a life soon.
Anabel (this is me, I don't like using my real name in stories) is just an average young teenager but she doesn't percieve herself that way. She goes through mental and eating disorders refusing to get help but after something drastic happens her best friend tells her she needs to get help.
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