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my happy little pill | phan

thenightlockfox

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Reads 32,646
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Parts 25

thenightlockfox

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Dan Howell and Phil Lester have said over and over that "Phan" is not real, and they have never been in a relationship together. They swear it; not even once.

But behind the YouTube videos, BBC 1 radio shows and YouNows, what do Dan and Phil do in their private time? Are the fan-theories closer to the truth than Dan and Phil would like to even admit?

With so much information about their lives available on the Internet, can they be allowed to keep one little secret?

WARNING: CONTAINS STRONG LANGUAGE, SEXUAL SITUATIONS, THEMES OF SUICIDE & SELF HARM. IT MAY NOT BE SUITABLE FOR YOUNGER READERS.

Note: Not all images used in this story are made by me, and credit goes to those who made them.All Rights Reserved

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The Hospital Meet (Phan) by panicbecausephan

After Dan landed in the hospital from a minor accident, he couldn't help but think about the attractive nurse that watched after him while he was hospital bound, Mr. Lester. Maybe the hospital wasn't so bad after all. ----- no trigger warnings or mentions of things that could trigger you (I really just want to make a happy phanfic instead of all angsty and depressing like most) but if I do decide to change it, I'll warn you.

killer»phan by domesticdaniel

"i want you to kill me." -- the one where dan is suicidal and phil is homicidal.

The Wrong Way Around [Phan] by PurebloodDalek7

Everyone knows that Dan is the most likely one to have depression, and Dan is most likely to be gay, and Dan is just not as amazing as Phil. But what if everyone who thought all those things had it the wrong way around...? Yes, I know, I suck at descriptions Trigger warning: well, actually, I'm not totally sure exactly what's going to be in this, but there'll be suicide stuff and self harm and probably more. Just don't read it if you think you shouldn't. (PS The date at the bottom is lying, I finished this sometime around August of 2017 and started it near the end of 2015, which means it's kind of old and honestly I'm definitely not proud of it but people do seem to like it so I'm not taking it down)

An Angel in Disguise//Phan by roxylove50435

Phil has just moved to a new school. His has a loving mother, but his father is bi-polar. One minute he's happy and the next he's beating Phil to the ground. Phil gets bullied at school. He even gets beaten up occasionally. There's is a gang that usually beats him up, but there's one boy in that gang that doesn't beat Phil up. Who is this boy and how does he feel about Phil? WARNING: self harm, abuse, mentions of rape, depression, and possibly other triggering things. If these things could be triggering then please don't read my story. You are way more important than this story.

The One - Phanfic AU by phan-collab

TRIGGER WARNING SMUT WARNING Dan goes on YouTube to help him get through his depression, when he stumbles across a lighthearted YouTube channel, "AmazingPhil", also known as Phil Lester. When fate brings them together, Dan, being the awkward person he is, doesn't say anything and regrets it for days after. Little do they know, fate has some very special plans for the pair...

Complicated ~ Phan by JinJim22

Phil always knew he loved Dan Howell... but he had no idea that Dan Howell had always loved him to. As soon as they kiss for the first time, their lives get more complicated then they could ever imagine... I didn't make the cover, credit to whoever did TRIGGER: (Almost) Self harming in one chapter

Restarted by phanfict

"you learn to live with it, I guess." **could be triggering for some, please be careful

Kitten, Neko |Phan and KicktheStickz.| by sammiehobson

Phil and Chris are Neko's and Dan and PJ are humans, Dan and PJ move closer to one another and go to the same school wishing they could be Neko's. (A thing that's human form but has cat whiskers, fluffy ears, tails and slightly bigger and a lot more colourful eyes like an anime character.) and they all find each other in a drama room, they all become best friends and the eventually fall for one an other, but what happens when they start noticing others problems and finally let it all out. Will they drift apart, or stay strong for each other. TRIGGER WARNINGS. : SELF HARM, ALCOHOL, SUICIDAL THOUGHTS, ANOREXIA, BULIMIA, ABUSE, SEXUAL ABUSE. SO PLEASE READ AT YOUR OWN RISK. (UNEDITED CHAPTERS SORRY.) Covers made by my best internet friend @iBlackFlower. LoVe you allXxX Sammie=3 Starter on : 7th November 2015 Published : 8th November 2015

Phan Oneshots {songfics & short stories} by Ninjakitty131

just a collection of oneshots that i think of throughout the day. literally. i'll be sitting in class or trying to sleep and i'll have an idea and i have to write it down. it's annoying. - long oneshots (3k+ bc i ramble on) - TW & info before each story - has gifs and stuff so be on the lookout requests? comment or message me with a prompt or just a small idea you had, etc. ---------- i'll write just about anything (no d/p x reader lmao) and i'll work with you on the plot/story as i write it! so it'll kind of be like exclusive access *wiggles eyebrows* you'd be able to know your story before anyone else. unless you don't wanna know because we can do that as well :D thank you guys so much for reading!! i hope you enjoy!! ^.^

Admit It || Phan by abioli

Dan sees the way Phil reacts when he sees anything related to Phan. It makes all the more difficult to come to terms with how he really feels. The question is, will Phil feel the same way? (I wrote this a LONG time ago. 0/10 would NOT recommend plz don't read it's cringe)

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Kitten, Neko |Phan and KicktheStickz.| cover

Phan Oneshots {songfics & short stories} cover

Admit It || Phan cover

The Hospital Meet (Phan)

After Dan landed in the hospital from a minor accident, he couldn't help but think about the attractive nurse that watched after him while he was hospital bound, Mr. Lester. Maybe the hospital wasn't so bad after all. ----- no trigger warnings or mentions of things that could trigger you (I really just want to make a happy phanfic instead of all angsty and depressing like most) but if I do decide to change it, I'll warn you.