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Perfect On The Outside

JulietBelladonna

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Membaca 2,551
Suara 115
Bagian 20
Durasi 1h 20m

JulietBelladonna

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mutism panicdisorder ptsd spencer traumatic

She looks at me incredulously, "Love her?"
"Panic attacks, stress disorders, and anxiety. What's not love?" I reply.

Spencer Evans is broken. Though people don't realize it because she doesn't look it, she's broken.  Almost completely. Now she's going to pull herself back together. To keep people believing that she's perfectly fine. Inside and out.
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Fair Warning: this story was originally written for an English class and it just went on from there. Some of the writing may not be the best, because it is unedited and was originally written back in 2015-16 so.. yeah. Also, it may have some swearing.

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