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Perfect On The Outside

JulietBelladonna

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Reads 2,551
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Parts 20
Time 1h 20m

JulietBelladonna

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She looks at me incredulously, "Love her?"
"Panic attacks, stress disorders, and anxiety. What's not love?" I reply.

Spencer Evans is broken. Though people don't realize it because she doesn't look it, she's broken.  Almost completely. Now she's going to pull herself back together. To keep people believing that she's perfectly fine. Inside and out.
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Fair Warning: this story was originally written for an English class and it just went on from there. Some of the writing may not be the best, because it is unedited and was originally written back in 2015-16 so.. yeah. Also, it may have some swearing.

[Credit for the cover goes to the lovely AstridOwen]All Rights Reserved

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The unreachable mountain by Growened

"You're unbearable!" He kicks her with utter contempt. "Please tell me where I'm wrong, causing you discomfort was not my intention," she said crying, causing him to hit her against the ground again. "Do you think you can live with good intentions? Didn't you have all the time you wanted to change and learn? You still dare to ask for more!" He yells at her with hatred, he blamed her for being the one will cause a woman to be beaten; He didn't want to be that kind of man. However, what he lived with her caused him to bring out what he hated the most about himself from within. -Forget it love- said a woman who was next to her- it's not worth it- this dog was supposed to be her friend, she was supposed to support her just like she did; however he managed so that he and she hated each other and thus be able to steal it. The woman on the floor does not know how much she was framed and harmed by her naivety, nor did she know that this was the beginning of her misfortunes. Because of that woman she did not stop suffering, wherever she went she suffered verbal or physical abuse and everything was orchestrated by this woman; she didn't know until she was about to faint. "Why?" She asked this unarmed woman without knowing why she hated him so much. She never did anything to hurt him. She just laughed viciously without answering him, she didn't have to waste her time with an insect; leaving La to die imprisoned in the house where she was kidnapped. "Answer me!" She got up from her bed screaming "Eh? This looks like my room; Did I reincarnate myself in the past?" She ran to the bathroom just to see that her assumption was correct. She thanked the heavens for this second chance by promising that she wouldn't be fooled a second time.

C A P T I V E || S.R by SimplySeptiplier

《We're all searching for someone whose demons play well with ours》 Cloud Price is an aspiring FBI agent with what she would consider to be a normal life. All of that changes when, at the age of 17, she's taken from everything she knew only to live the next several years of her life in a dark basement. It isn't until the FBI's behavior analysis unit steps in that Cloud stands a chance of living out the rest of her life in peace. That is, unless her inner demons come back to haunt her. A/N I'm in the process of rewriting earlier chapters while also writing new ones as my writing style has changed and, I like to think, improved. I love this story and want it to be the best it can be. I appreciate the patience. REWRITING 1-11 PUBLISHED REWRITES: 1,2 {Criminal minds} {Warning: this story contains graphic and mature content} {Mentions of rape, violence, mental instability, depression}

The Boy ( Andy Biersack) by KristaThePsycho

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Off-Limits by __Sativa_

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Reviving December by Kay_Dee_Em_Dee

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Picking Up The Pieces by SophiaEBenz

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The unreachable mountain

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