Man's Diary
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Ongoing7m
Last published Tue, Jan 5, 2016
My story of me and of all the things I have been through all the way to present day. In this story I will go through my addictions, the consequences of my actions while an addict. I will also write about trust issues I have and the crazy thoughts that go through my head because of my insecurities. How I cope with my Addiction and many other issues I have. After I get done sharing my past I will continue to write about my life on a day to day basis.
Follow me through a journey of struggle, truth, love, family and everything in between. I hope that some of you readers will be able to relate to my life not just my Addiction issues but also my trust issues and thoughts I have in my head. If you like what I write please comment and share with loved ones who have the same struggles.
By Cipriano Garcia
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