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Unrequited feelings. Gay feelings. Suicidal feelings. Self-hate. Self-loathing. Self-harm. Ringo Starr felt it all. 

The more Ringo pushes George away the more he leans closer to the edge. Marred with scars too many to count, he hides away in the bathroom with a small piece of metal for company. 

God knows he loves him. But does he loves him back?All Rights Reserved

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