Ashton was in the dark, but then Luke came along and showed him the light.
Lashton fic
Depressing, suicide, self harm.
Do not read if your triggered by any of the things above.
"Don't you dare fucking say it. You and the boys are the only reason I'm happy. The only reason I've been trying to stop cutting. The only reason I'm still alive for fucks sake. I love you guys so much. I don't want to end this relationship I thought I would never have! Seriously. When I close my eyes and try to sleep I fall apart and just think about you. Ok? Luke I just need to see you and I promise it'll be ok."
*TRIGGER WARNINGS*