like day and night / phan
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Phil Lester moves to London from Manchester. He is happy and full of life, always making people smile.
He moves in next to Dan Howell, the awkward guy that is depressed, anxious and has dream-reality confusion disorder. He also plays piano and writes songs.
Phil joins Dan, Ashley and their friends. After Dan met Phil, things start going towards the better.
But nothing can last forever.
MENTIONS OF SUICIDE, SELF HARM, DEPRESSION, ABUSE, RAPE AND SWEARING.
ALSO PROBABLY SMUT.
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