Sink or Swim

When (Y/N) (L/N) decides to post an expose on the problematic Ronnie Radke to her TikTok, it's no surprise that he doesn't take it too well. He retaliates in an equally offensive video about her, which marks the beginning of an ongoing social media feud between the two. (Y/N) would love nothing more than to keep this animosity online. But after finding herself at a Falling in Reverse concert to keep a friend company, Ronnie calls her out in-person, humiliating her in front of thousands of fans. This means war, and (Y/N) doesn't intend to back down. But when his drummer leaves him high and dry, (Y/N) is the only person Ronnie can think of that can offer musical assistance. Not forever, of course. Just temporarily, until he finds a new drummer. So, he makes that call of shame and asks for help. (Y/N) accepts, but she won't make it easy for him. She's going to get revenge for the public humiliation she's repeatedly had to endure. Naturally, their work environment is tense because of this. But that type of tension isn't one that just goes away. It builds and builds until it eventually explodes, turning into something far more dangerous than just hatred.

Just another ordinary emo quartet book No need to sell it to y'all cos u ain't gunna read it anywaysss

I missed max. Those were the only thoughts in my head these days, I couldn't concentrate on anything properly without it linking it back to him. The lyrics I wrote, or the hurt I felt to whenever I looked back to my old book to where I still kept my songs from back when I was in Escape The Fate. Though it'd never be the same anymore, they've all moved on with their lives, though as much as I try to move on, I can't help but think about the reasons to why I hated them so much. I never realised that as I was ruining my life I was affecting theirs, the band was tearing apart, they couldn't handle my alcoholic self, my drug addiction, I guess they had no choice but to kick me out anyway, if I was any of them I might have done the same. But why am I regretting this so much? I have Ryan, Jacky, our new guitarist Ronnie Ficarro.., Derek...Hell I have Falling In Reverse, a more successful band than Escape The Fate were. We have more fans, our gigs are hella crazy, if not, awesome as fuck. I am Ronnie Radke. No longer drug addict, a now sober man who has learnt to stand back up on his own two feet, working hard to re-fullfil my dream that I had another chance at doing. Prison did good for me, it actually changed me, I learned to realise my mistakes. Not give up, I spent good time in Prison, unlike some people who would mope around I actually did something for myself. Every night I would think about the crimes I'd committed, the guilt took over, so I took that guilt to a pen and paper, drumming out the beats of songs on the tables, scribbling away sheets of music. Prisoners would ask me to sign autographs for their daughters who were huge crazed fans for their idol. Heck, I wasn't an Idol, I was a wreck. I was a huge wreck, don't follow in my footsteps with the drug abuse and alcohol. The Ronnie from ETF. Follow in the footsteps of Ronnie Radke from Falling In Reverse. Because that is who I am now. That is who I shall continue as to live on.

fuck off

(BoyXBoy) Why did I have to go and fall for him?

"Go change, Dear Juliet," he stood, holding out his hands and pulling me up. "Dear Juliet," I smiled widely, "I like that." "From now on you shall be my Dear Juliet," he smiled, spinning me. ---- A really fucking emo story cuz I was feeling really fucking emo :p Currently in the editing process!! ---- He saved her. He saved her from those disgusting beings putting their hands on her. She hurt herself both physically and mentally, drugs, razors, needles, all because of her trauma from her father. Juliet was at a local bands concert when suddenly a group of men surrounded her, planning to do vile things to her. Ronnie saved her, he saved her from those nasty beings. From there on they were connected. Connected mentally and physically. When both find that they are each being abused at home, they make a plan to run away together. They take a journey across the country, headed toward Las Vegas where Ronnie has a shot at becoming a rockstar. Juliet pushes him to go for it. While Juliet is a spontaneous free spirit and Ronnie is more grounded, they complement each other nicely. When a fight about Juliet's self harm and drug abuse, and Ronnie's anger issues arises, they each go their separate ways. Will they find their way back to each other? Will issues tear them apart again? Read to find out! :) ---- Started: 9/2/22 Finished: 2/13/23 #1 in fallinginreverse 10/10/22 (holy shit that's crazy) #1 in escapethefate 1/2/23 #1 in radke 1/25/23 #1 in ronnieradke 1/31/23

My life has never been roses and sunshine. I could go on and on about how I grew up in a broken household, a junkie prostitute for a mother who pimped me out to every paying customer that didn't mind sleeping with a minor. But no, this is really about me finding family. Being better than the example my mother set for me. This is about forgiveness with some trials along the way like getting knocked up by my boyfriend's brother Angelo, having Angelo find out six years after the fact, Angelo wanting to play 'Daddy' and not to mention my job as an exotic dancer just to list a few. Come on... you know you want to find out the dirty details... %%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%% Important My books are written explicitly for a MATURE AUDIENCE 18 YEARS AND OLDER. There will be some instances/scenes/suggestions of sexual acts, crude language and will portray gay relationships between males. If you do not enjoy stories of this nature please leave now. I will not condone/defend/accept any sort of attacks on my stories, my characters or myself. It is well within your right to choose what type of entertainment you prefer but I will not be blamed for your curiosity. Read at your own risk. Copyright © 2016 by T.Gray All rights reserved.

I ALWAYS THOUGHT I WAS THE SECOND MALE LEAD. BUT TURNS OUT I WAS EVEN LESS THAN THAT. WHEN I THOUGHT I HAD DIED, I MET THE DEVIL. EXCEPT THAT WE HAVE MET ONCE BEFORE. THE DEATH THAT LED ME HERE, WAS THE SECOND TIME I HAD DIED. "YOU HAVE FULFILLED THE TERMS OF THE CONTRACT." THE DEVIL SAID. "YOU ARE THE FIRST ONE TO SUCCEED. IT WAS INEVITABLE THAT YOU LOST YOUR MEMORY AND YOUR WILL FOR REVENGE SANK DEEP INTO YOUR LOSS." IT WAS HARD TO ACCEPT. AS AN AGENT FILLING THE ROLE OF THE SECOND MALE LEAD, I THOUGHT I WAS BORN AS ONE. BUT EVERY IDENTITY I HAD EVER HOLD WAS A HOAX. BECAUSE THE REAL ME WAS SOMEONE PATHETIC WITH THE WILL OF GOD AGAINST MY SIDE. LIKE EVERY STORY IN A ONCE UPON A TIME..... A MISTREATED CHARACTER WHO WAS ABUSED WAKES UP ONE DAY; WITH THEIR DEMEANOR COMPLETELY CHANGED; AS IF POSSESSED. WITH THE BLESSING OF A SECOND CHANCE TO LIFE, THE MISTREATED CHARACTER SHINES BRIGHTER AGAINST THE DARK, THE CONTRAST OF HIS PAST SELF AND HIS CURRENT SELF ESTABLISHING THE FOUNDATION OF THE TITLE "PROTAGONIST." HE FACE SLAPS HIS FEAR WITH COURAGE. CHANGES HIS IMAGE FOR THE BETTER. WITH EYES RIPPLING LIKE CLEAR WATER HE CHARMS EVERYONE UNDER HIS SPELL. MEN FALL FOR HIM. WOMEN FAWN OVER HIM. AMONG THOSE MEN WHO ARE OF HIGH VALUE BECOME THE MALE LOVE INTERESTS. THOSE WHO ABUSED HIM FELL FOR HIM. THE MAN WHO RAPED HIM FALLS FOR HIM. THE TYRANT EMPEROR OF ANOTHER KINGDOM BECOMES INFATUATED WITH HIM. EVEN THE FAMILY THAT SOLD HIM AWAY WANTS HIM BACK. ALL THESE CHANGES HAPPEN AFTER THE SOUL IS CHANGED. THEN WHAT ABOUT THE ONE WHO HAD DISAPPEARED? WHAT ABOUT THE ORIGINAL SOUL OF THE BODY THAT THE PROTAGONIST HAS TRANSMIGRATED TO? I WAS EXACTLY THAT ORIGINAL SOUL:THE REAL OWNER OF THE PROTAGONIST'S BODY. ZEKE, IS, BACK! FOR REVENGE. THIS WORLD WILL BURN DOWN WITH MY REVENGE. I REMEMBER NOW! I HAD SOLD MY SOUL TO THE DEVIL. FOR REVENGE. AND NOW, MY REVENGE STARTS. I WILL MAKE THIS WORLD MY HELL.

*COMPLETED* -Currently working on a sequel! "Your Lies Keep You Alive"- Taylor Green has it all! She has a boyfriend that thinks the world of her, a best friend who is closer than a sister. And she is in love with the band Falling in reverse, but when she goes to one of their shows and Ronnie Radke spots her, what will happen when he falls in love with her? When things finally get better after quite a long time, Taylor realises where she really belongs. When Taylor's ex boyfriend unexpectedly arrives, could his new girlfriend disrupt the entire house, causing a lot of stress...And more? Not forgetting Jackys heartbreak and Ryans torment...