How It Goes
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Ongoing23m
Last published Fri, Mar 4, 2016
"There is high school and car crashes that kill and boys that play and days that I wish I could change, but this is life. It is crazy, beautiful, and sometimes it makes me want to die but I'm learning, and this is my story."
Audrey is a normal girl just living her life until it changes and there are questions that sometimes she can't answer. She turns to the only person who knows what she's going through. But he's also the guy that helped murder three people without meaning to. Audrey is just trying to live but what if it's actually just killing her?
When she recovers her memory of the night she lost it all and goes on a drunken binge, things get crazy. She ends up getting sent to live with her mother in London.
Can she find a way to forgive herself? Or will she not be able to forget all that she's caused and all the problems she keeps digging herself deeper in.
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