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My name is April and I am 17 years old. I live in Virginia, I have a sister named Allison. She is 13 years old, I have raised her since she was born. Our mom died when I was 7 years old. I have brown hair and blonde highlights. Will my daughter and my life finally be in peace. Will I be happy. Will my life just end up worst then it was. I never wanted it to go this far but it did. Will I end up dead for my stupid decisions. I never meant to hurt her, will you ever forgive me. All I wanted was to keep you safe. I hope you can forgive me some day. Never forget that I will always love you. Don't get depressed if something happens in your life. It might end up loosing your life or something else. Don't fall how I fell. It's not worth it.
I PROMISE YOU!!!