Joma: Learning to live.
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MatureComplete Sun, Jun 19, 201649m
I'm a girl. A woman. Living with Cancer. And love; for one boy. One man. Joe. This is my journey. Joma. This is me learning to live.
I'm depressed but I haven't got depression. There's a difference. In 2010 my dog and my Grandad past away in the same week, my mum past away after suffering a year with brain cancer and I was diagnosed with Leukemia. (getting better after 5 years of treatment.)
I now live with my dad in Manchester. Soon to be moving out into my own apartment with my boyfriend Joe, now I'm 23 and have graduated from University! I went to sixth form and then straight to Uni but I dropped out after 2 years finishing when I was 20. After that I helped at a school with sport; as well as that I run my own YouTube channel you may have heard of as DreamingAsEmma.
"Are you alright?" I'm at the hospital for my final blood test with Joe
"Yeah, I'm not nervous or anything you don't even know how many times I've been here."
"Emma Thompson for Doctor Jempson please." A nurse asks.
I stand up from my seat and give Joe one last hug before I go down the long corridor into the doctors room.
After my appointment is over I shake hands with my doctor for the last time and leave the room.
I see Joe still sitting in the waiting room. I walk up to him with a small smile.
"How was it?" He says putting his hand around my waist.
"Clear." I say leaning in to him.
I look at him and he has the biggest cheesiest smile on his face.
"I'm clear of blood cancer!" I shout as the whole waiting room looks at me, then starts clapping.
I feel myself blushing. I can't believe after five years of having cancer I am finally free! I'm happy now free from cancer, supporting subscribers, soon to be living in my own apartment, and having the best guy to be around. I'm learning to live. This is the start of my story, will it be my happy ending?
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