just three weeks (l+h)
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Last published Wed, Aug 10, 2016
we are not who you think we are.
disclaimer: i have not been diagnosed with any of these conditions so i don't have first hand experience. if anything i say that is offensive or inaccurate please please please tell me! don't be afraid:)
this was based off a post by sorryimessedupagain on tumblr that i found on twitter. i thought that the idea of stereotypes on people with mental illnesses were something that needed to be lifted and writing is the only way i feel comfortable.
also i am not trying to romanticise the idea of mental illness. of course there are couples and relationships in the fiction but try and focus as the characters as a person.
THIS COULD BE TRIGGERING SO PLEASE DONT READ THIS IF IT IS EASY FIR YOU TO BE TRIGGERED! I LOVE YOU!
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