i n v i d i a
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INVIDIA: The latin word for E n v y.
edited 21/6/2017, originally an old KuroKen oneshot but if anyone would like more I'll be happy to update! Comments, rates, etc are appreciated too.
Kenma, living with a toxic presence in his mind, social anxiety and depression, he recently quit the volleyball club.
He wonders why Kuroo still remains his friend, someone as admired as Kuroo with a loser like him, he wonders if Kuroo loves him back.
TRIGGER WARNING for suicide mention, mention of drugs, mild implications of death, just nsfw themes here and there.
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