You knew what it was when y'all started...but it turned to something else. Give me time, I'm making an effort is what he said to hold you near.
What you didn't know is he was conversing with her, her, her and her while still in your bed.
This pipe dream he gave you of making it work, building a home was nothing more then a game. He broke you down, tore you apart, no remorse of the smoke he blew in your face. It was your fault for inhaling he claims.
His hands are clean, it was the smoke from his pipe that got you this way. She, she, she and she thinks your crazy, psycho, why does she act this way? They're inhaling your smoke but soon they'll see, all you offer is a damn pipe dream.