21st Year
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Last published Thu, Nov 5, 2015
When life takes you to hell and back you never really know which way is up and how to move forward. One thing lead to another next thing you know you are 21, away from home and questioning everything you thought you knew. The only way to survive is through your thoughts, but what if that's what keeping you back. You are so lost in the person you created two years back now you have no clue how to get her back. Life has lost me, find me.
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