Why I Killed Myself: Synopsis Calley woke up with no memory at all, not remembering anything even her own name. She found out that she was in what they called the "Afterlife for the ones who committed suicide". Apparently when you kill yourself you'll end up in the Afterlife with no memory of your past life. All they know was the fact that they killed theirselves. Calley couldn't believe that she killed herself, she wanted to know what happened-why she did it. Who she really was. But Flynn-one of the closest friends she had made from the Afterlife-always insist not to seek for the past because the truth can be extremely dreadful and might wreck her besides she can not change the fact that she was already dead. But then Calley found out that there was a way to find out about her past. To remember every detail of her life. Only to regret seeking for the truth that will make her miserable all over again in the eternity of the Afterlife.