Dan is struggling with his self confidence. Well, let's be honest. Dan has no self confidence and struggles to face the harsh realities of life and the pessimistic thoughts and voices that inhabit and nag his brain constantly. Phil tries to help his friend to realize that he really isn't as much as a monster as he thinks of himself to be. These two friends embark on a journey of love, hate, discovery, and confusion. And will they even still be friends by the end of the journey? Will Dan's turmoil break apart their friendship or turn it into something more? Dan and Phil try to answer to the burning question, How to Help Howell?
WARNING:
Some of this story may be triggering, so if you're sensitive to depressing topics and/or thoughts, gay slurs, mentions of eating disorders, and self harm, this may not be the story for you, which is perfectly fine. Read at your own risk!
In case you didn't know, this is Dan Howell and Phil Lester fanfiction. If you haven't heard of them, then go check out their YouTube channels (AmazingPhil and danisnotonfire) right now. It won't take you long to fall in love with them and once you do, come back and read the story. :)
[Completed]
Jess Chapman lives with fellow youtubers and friends of 5 1/2 years-Dan Howell and Phil Lester
One night everything changes and she has to fight between an angry ex, keeping relationships in order and depression all with the added stress of uploading regular videos to YouTube so her fans can't moan at her 24/7.
WARNING: INCLUDES SOME THINGS THAT MIGHT BE TRIGGERS. INCLUDES REFERENCES TO SELF-HARM, SUICIDE AND DEPRESSION. AND HAS SOME SWEARING.
Edit-This was my first fanfiction ever so if it's really bad I'm sorry...but I literally can't get through the first chapter without cringing so editing isn't going well... I swear my others are better though...